Date:	2007-07-02 14:49
Subject:	writers block
Security:	Public
Mood:	frustrated
Music:	joss stone

I seem to have stalled in my writing. It's not that I don't have ideas, they just don't really appeal to me at the moment. I should just make myself write, sit down and put in an hour a day no matter what. That would at least give me something to work with and there would bound to be a good idea or two in there eventually...
I know people are e-mailing and asking for new chapters and I want to give some to them, I do. I just have to get back into the right frame of mind and I can't find it right now. I've gotten some of my personal writing done and I suppose that's good, well actually, I know it is but why can't I scrounge up a chapter for the ff site? For any of the stories I have going. I even have an idea for one that I know is good but when I sit down to write it I have no motivation to do so. None, nada. I thought playing some of the old episodes would help and they did for a moment, but just a few sentences in I was wandering off the page in search of something else to do.
Anyway, I hope to be able to focus soon and as soon as that happens I'll be happy to post something. We'll have to see how it goes.
Jaed

I wish I ahd enough time to pursue all my ideas and see where they take me, some are like trips that I am afraid I'm missing. I am just about finished with chapter 22 of Quid Pro Quo and decided today how I'm going to end it. There was an image in the chapter that I created with words and now have a desire to see as a painting, I did the preliminary sketch here at work. It's funny because even as I was writing it, this image that Bones saw, I thought to myself that I wished she could explain it to Angela so Angela could paint it and then I realized that outside the story I could do it myself. So I am going to attempt it, as vibrant as Angela's character works and see what happens. My writing and my painting often run into one another, I need another set of hands and a way to not have to go to my conventional job anymore so I can sit and create all day. Oh well, enough dreaming, back to work.